Sometimes it's hard discovering your true importance to people. But at the same time, it's a good learning experience. A turning point as some might say.

I was left out, and yeah, it hurt. It hurt like hell. I put so much effort into everything, and wasn't even given any sort of recognition. And in friendships, once again, I put forth so much effort and time, and was just pushed aside.

It's not easy pretending like everything is okay. And it's not easy losing friends because they don't care enough to try. But I'm learning to truly be okay despite everything. I'm learning to build deeper connections with the friends that do stay. The ones that I do matter to. Because they are out there. And they do love me for me.

Graduation is on Tuesday. In all honesty, the only reason I will see most people from Norwalk High School again is because they will be around the few that I will come see. Out of everyone I met at Norwalk High School, I will come back to visit about fifteen of them. And 90% of those people are the flute section.

I won't cry, and I don't think many people will. At least not over me leaving.

So. Goodbye. You will most likely never see me again.

To the people that would never talk bad about me behind my back while lying to my face, this post is not for you.

To the people that choose to hear my side and then judge the situation, this post is not for you.

To the people that truly care about me and my feelings, this post is not for you.

But for all the rest of you, read carefully. Because every word is meant for you.

It is appalling the amount of trash talk that has happened behind my back from people I thought I could trust with my life. From people I thought would be there for me. From people I thought were my friends. I am beyond hurt at the things I have heard that have been said about me.

I'm not saying I am perfect and innocent. I am not saying I am the only victim. But I am saying that you are really crappy friends.

I know this is a horrible situation, but why is all the blame on me? Why am I the object of everyone's hate? I have done nothing wrong. Stop making me out to be the bad guy.

Although. I also want to thank you. Thank you for finally showing your true colors. Now I know who I can actually trust. Now I know who actually cares.

And to the one and ONLY person that has any reason to not like me, I'm sorry. I didn't mean for any of this to happen. And I hope you are okay. Because I do care about you and your feelings. I always have and I always will.